Change 4 the better

He slapped me once
And I tried to change
But I failed…
He slapped me again (even harder)
And I tried to change again…
Hopefully I won’t fail again this time..
Sometimes it just harddd, but I know I have a BIG God who will help me to change.
I’m very happy when He slapped me! I just smiled to Him, and said “Thank You, u still love me, even when I failed You” (Dia menghajar anak2 yang dikasihiNYA)

Thanks to Pastor D sermon yesterday.
He speaks to me through him.

The sermon was about, changing your Mind.
Based on Roma 12:2 (and be not conformed to this world, but be ye transformed by the renewing of your mind, that ye may prove what is that good, and acceptable, and perfect, will of God)

3 Things that can help you changing your mind:
1. Tuhan tau apa yang terbaik untuk kamu, melebihi apa yang diri kmu sendiri tau.
2. Tuhan adalah PEMILIK SEGALANYA, everything that u have (ur house, ur kids, ur car, etc) EVERYTHING is belong to Him.
3. Berpikirlah bahwa SEMUA orang yang kamu temui, Tuhan telah mati untuknya. EVERY person is precious in His sight. (Don’t hate people around you)

No 1: Ok, checked! I have no problem with this
No 2: Ok, checked! I have no problem with this as well
No 3: hmmmmm…..*Plakkk!!!* ok, it’s hurt Lordd, don’t slapped me again hahahah. I will try my best to change!!

Talking about changing your mind, I can see my self changing slowly in some area.
The obvious one is about my tithing and ministry.

Before I got married, I struggled with tithing *u can count with your fingers how many times I gave my tithting* But after I experienced the Love of God in time of my wedding preparation, (*u can read my testimonial about this in older post titled “He is our provider”) I totally changed.
Now I will give everything that I have (the best that i can give), to God, and I don’t worry about anything at all.

The second one is about my ministry; I am a singer in our church. I used to be so grumpy when they asked me to sing for every week. Or if some one asked me “ren can you replace me to sing this Sunday? Because blab la bla” and I used to replied like this “hmmm, emang yang laen ga ada yang bisa ya? Can you plis find other people first, kalo sampee buener2 ga ada baru de gw gantiin”

But now, after I experienced his amazing Love for me, hey! Serving Him is the best thing that have ever happened to me! I’m very proud if He wants to use me!

So now, when people asked me “hey ren, can you please sing this Sunday, coz si A blab la bla, si B ga bisa karna bla bla bla” then I answered “OK, I can!” and deep inside my heart I said “praise the Lord, You want me to sing for You again Lord!, Do you really like my voice?! Maybe He likes my voice! *uppss oo, not that one!* hahahaha but one thing I believe, He Likes it when His children come& Serve Him with a joyful & sincere heart.

Everyone can change for the better.
The question is not “BISAKAH anda berubah? Tapi MAUKAH anda berubah?”
If You willing to change, then God will help you :)

i wanna try my best to change 4 the better. will you?

ciaooo